Monday, December 07, 2009

I'M HAPPY FOR OTHERS

But I can't be happy for myself.

Am doing my best not to feel too unhappy about all this. Im not doing enough. To help myself.

The more I SEE, the more the wounds and tha pain will settle in.

Seriously.

How can I turn my back? Ive moved on. Into unhappiness.

Been keeping myself distracted, but it still doesnt work.

I can't lie to myself anymore. I can't lie that I am or will be smiling.

I can't.

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