No stopping me now

Its confirmed. The plans are going as planned. Its all or nothing from now on.

The sweet smell of freedom

Its official. ORD OH!!! (*grinz* like nobody's business)

I am free from the chains of the boy to manhood ritual called National Service. Two years. TWO YEARS of:

1) Making friends
2) Losing friends
3) Gaining experience
4) Gain knowledge
5) Gain the things that you don't wanna know but WTH
6) most important thing, MEMORIES.

The top six on my list of "Post NS stuff"

NOW

Moving on with life, goes on as usual. Every Tom and Jerry, oopz.. or rather, Tom, Dick and Harry (*hint2*... ) would agree to this. Going back to my old job. Company's not very stable at the moment coz of e economic downturn. I feel it won't be long before I got kicked out. At the same I also got another job offer. Lets see how this one turns out.

I've been haunting suntec for three days in a row. IT Show going on. A Singaporeans' craze for discounts and cheap offers on IT stuff. This year im surveying on notebooks. Been eyeing on that DELL Studio 15 for the last two days. With the crowds and suntec convention centre turning into a madhouse this afternoon, looks like I gotta wait for the next COMEX or IT Show... :(

I AM GOING TO ORD...

...yet I am having difficulty looking forward to it. Its this feeling of 'attachment' you have with your best friends you've worked with for over a year. How we went through the ups and downs of this NS life. And now the time has come for me to leave them. Not as how I envisioned. They're being hit with one disaster after the next and I can't do anything much to help them. And I don't think the idea of sigining on would make much difference.

Hafidz keeps telling me that they'll be fine, they'll be ok and they'll survive.

But Im not fine. Im not ok. And it hurts me to leave them in this state.

Even as im typing this im in tears. Sorry, I can't help myself.......

The more my ORD date looms closer, the more I feel for these guys. How I wish korang leh habis sama2 ngan aku skali.. Da tak usah fikiran pasal ni benda2 mengarut smua..

Six days

As of last Friday afternoon at 1305 pm, I'm officially on clearing my last days in SCDF. Im making use of the six days to better use.

Time and again, I've kept thinking on the pros and cons of signing on to the force. But my passion to join either the Airline industry or Nursing line keeps raining on my thoughts. I can see myself as the new face of the Airline company or the frontliner at the hospital.

For this following week, I am anxiously waiting for my poly admission results. A diploma can mean a big difference in my career. I wonder where will I end up. I've applied for ITE as well. so far, the results don't look promising, still I'll wait for it anyway.