So much have I been through this year. I can't say that I've made good or bad choices, sometimes things don't turn out well and setbacks are aplenty. Going through this year both physically and psychologically, Its nothing I'd expect. Frankly, the challenges that have been laid before me seems..... Stirring.
Situations can sometimes rear its ugly head once you've unlocked its secrets. And too often I've seen the vile outcome of the event. Its the ones that makes you think that you've made the 'wrong' choices or decisions no matter how you yourself believe that its "All for the best" and I fear that if this conundrum keeps surfacing, relationships might be tainted, if not scarred.
On the psychological part, the feelings of 'self-remorse' and 'outcast' began to seep in again. In the aftermath of my recent episode that got most of my colleagues stained, I found myself detached from them again and I can't deny the mistakes Ive done so far to cause blame to anyone. I am responsible for my own actions, but when bygones cant be bygones then its goin to stick with me forever. As of now, I can't think of any other actions to justify my own cause. I feel that it will be another disaster waiting to happen.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
Wet winter...
Its dat time again... no no im tn talkin abt christmas or whateva holiday season dis is. Rainy season kicks back in wif full force (as usual) i take it if our earth dips 45 deg in angle we might just have snowy weather here. 2 least we wont be wet but think of all da fun we cn have in dat white landscape!!!! (e.g, snowboarding, skiing, snowmobiles and Ice skating!!!)
speaking of landscapes, I had just return frm my trip to Dhaka (Bangladesh, btw) for a change in scenery. Cleared all my leave for two wks for this trip. hahahahahaha.
Dun expect much from this 3rd-world country. If u crave n live for the highlife or luxury, you wld wanna give dis place a miss coz @ 4 stars thats thier leel of luxury dey have there. And mind you, they're nt poor either. They've got tons of resources to rely on. Put it dis way, if MM LKY we to revamp dat nation into ours, they're gonna be as gd as we are. (PsSt!!! photos r out on my friendster!!!)
Once again, another country ventured n 10% of the world explored. Not a massive achievement but its a start, 90% is just a number.
speaking of landscapes, I had just return frm my trip to Dhaka (Bangladesh, btw) for a change in scenery. Cleared all my leave for two wks for this trip. hahahahahaha.
Dun expect much from this 3rd-world country. If u crave n live for the highlife or luxury, you wld wanna give dis place a miss coz @ 4 stars thats thier leel of luxury dey have there. And mind you, they're nt poor either. They've got tons of resources to rely on. Put it dis way, if MM LKY we to revamp dat nation into ours, they're gonna be as gd as we are. (PsSt!!! photos r out on my friendster!!!)
Once again, another country ventured n 10% of the world explored. Not a massive achievement but its a start, 90% is just a number.
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