Temporary Displacement...

A year later, and I'm beginning to see vast changes. The last of us has ended his service. Everyone is trailing/paving the way for their respective futures..

This year is indeed challenging for us. We've somehow been displaced, engaged with our own activities. It feels different here. Now. Only photos, phone calls and visual online texts are the mainstream of communication. In person meet-ups have degraded since, though it happens only a handful of times.

Everyday I pray for everyones' safety. I really miss you guys so much.

My Heart is filled with _______

Well, I'll leave that to you after reading this...

I guess I should be counting my blessings, don't I? Be thankful and grateful for what I have. Ask too much and its greed. No, I can't force my way into this. That would be a violation.

So what can I do? Stand by and watch. I'll stand by to share the joy and painful times, or watch you grow along with the tears. I always asked myself "Why wasn't I given the opportunity?" whenever I see one, It just fades. So I gather myself. Keeping the Faith and Hoping that You'd somehow turn things around and give me another chance.

You also mentioned that you don't want to see me get hurt, should this happen. I love and care too much for you. Tough times don't last, but Tough people do. We forgive each other for our mistakes right? Ultimately, God himself will show forgiveness to those who forgive.

While you're away with that someone, even though you have a mind fixed, Remember this: The compassion will never fade. I am still here. Breathing.

I Love You.

The dream...

I still can't get over the nightmare I had over two weeks ago. The devastation of the recent Haitian earthquake and the similar dream I had... Keep on asking myself "Is all this connected?"