Candidates...

Its been three years since I last been in a relationship, Which I thought would last.

And three years on today, I'm still looking for my very own Ms Right.

" I have not forgotten about you, the things we've done, or the words we've spoken to one another. I cannot get the thoughts out of my head ever since you came into my life three years ago. I feel that my life was complete. Until that one day I had to make the decision. The decision which left me in my current state. Now you belong to someone. Someone who loves and cares for you. Who takes you in for who you are. Whenever we cross paths I can't help but to pray that you'll be happy."

Moving on, I've recently set sights on certain eligible candidates. Its only a matter of time and god's blessings.

The Irony of patience

So much for my "Operation wipeout" for clearing. Just when you had those golden off days you work your ass off throughout he weekend, its now burnt down to a pile of ashes...

Looks like its back to camp EVERYDAY after detail from 2mrw onwards... I hate e feeling... mcm nk MC pon ade, paitao, cabot... hari2 goin back to that place of misery...

Another three damn weeks to go and only FOUR days to clear...

I can see the white ribbon...

... streaking across the horizon with the word "FINISH LINE" screaming on it.

Another two weeks to endure. All I need are my Blessings from Allah swt, family & members2 berjuanganku, my wits and patience.

Its finally time to have a DATE with the OPERATIONALLY READY.

Slapped with rejection...

... again. My life story. The so-called paradox which I cant seem to get out of. My application for ITE just dont work out well. I just dont understand what they're looking out for. Is it so hard to accept someone who has his interests in going back to his educational path to improve his life? I still have a couple more wating for the acceptance interview. So far its been too quiet for the last 4 weeks.