NOW...

I am smiling on the outside. Deep inside, am harbouring the sadness. Just when I thought I've moved on, the past came back to me. Am being haunted by the thoughts. I just don't understand...

Why now?

I thought its over and done with, you didnt want me to wait.

I see the both of you, thinking its fate.

Now I asked myself:"Am I still...?"

Tell me... What can I do now?

Tell me while Im still here...

Still Breathing...

Thursday.

Am gg through the second week of my job. In light of my previous retrechment, I was desperate to find another job. A near futile attempt if I didn't push on. Since last Tuesday, its been: School>Work>Home>School>Work>Home. The hours can be taxing whenever there's late flights. A problem which I'm working on now.


Am really lonely... yes, my friends are here for me but they can't be with me all the time... everywhere I turn, most of my circle are now settling down... cuma tinggal aku aje with some others out there... tu pon tak tau ape cerita dengan dorg...