Mid-Month Crisis

Im seriously torn to bits this time round. My thirst for self- excitement got me in a tangled up mess again. Its bad enough dat I did'nt went for just one stupid rehearsal and in turn made such a big fuss about it, I just cant seem to keep down my anxiety and anger levels.

Home is supposed to be a haven for the soul but its not looking that way for me. Its really stressful with the usual stubborn siblings, nagging parents and nagging parents who sides the siblings. I have nowhere to vent my anger except through this channel or a few like-minded individuals who understands. I even restart back my usual sporting habits which I've been lacking for the past few years.

But still I find problems somehow falling and dropping themselves on me and I dont rely on others to remedy the situation. I find my own way out. And thats where the anxiety and anger levels start to kick in.