What's on my Mind (Part 1)

I can't take it any longer.
I've been holding on this far.
So much emotions and feelings.
No exit, and far from solution.
This devastation's giving me a contusion.

Home is where the situation dwell
For days and months it start to swell
This kid will be a new generation
And Im facing damnation

"I'll do my Best" that's what I say
Now, bear the price which I have to pay
I've tried many means, many ways
But all that comes down to this day

Innocent Emotions now hurting me
Can't sleep at night, they won't let me be
Tired and restless all night,
Success is far from sight

Flesh and blood come as one
I feel like I am none
Thoughts of negativity began to engulf
yeah, it's true. I can't bluff
Suicidal and Deathly images,
are my only means of expression
Hard to put them away, Im experiencing DEPRESSION